Poems by Me

Take Me

These words she uttered in my ear

her white, even teeth tugging gently at my lobes

and i felt it like a hot flash in my belly

Her skin seared my lips as I made a trail

from that soft hollow curve of her neck

to the full softness of her lips

my tongue probing til they opened on a sigh

as if she could resist no more

And I drink from these lips

lips that had only moments before been filled

with uncertainty and fear

fear of the unknown, fear of the inexperienced

Take me

she repeated, pressing hard against me

and i felt her arms tighten around me

our breast connecting as two lost lovers

straining for that embrace

I wanted, needed to feel her

and i allowed my fingers to explore

following that trail of freckles

down to where the sun became golden

I allowed my fingers to create a trail

for my tongue to follow

and i felt her warm moisture envelop me

Oh GOD! What a slice of Heaven!

Take me

more a ragged moan then an actual utterance

her teeth bit down on my lip

sharp, hungry with her need

and the pain excited and inflamed me

awakening in me an even deeper hunger

a heavier longing

Oh God! Please take me!

I drove my fingers in

one, two, in, out

And I could feel my juices flowing

as my fingers became slick with hers

Enough of this!

I needed to taste, to smell, to LOVE her

my lips, needed to meet those lips

Take me

The words did not come from her lips

but rather from her body as it reverberated

her skin, flushed a beautiful red hue

contrasting oh so perfectly with those brown freckles

reminding me how perfect imperfection can be

I tried my best to acquaint my lips with everyone of those cinnamon spots

as i followed its uncharted course down that smooth,

it was crossing paradise to get to heaven

Her body rose and fell beneath me,

her soft supple skin brushing ever so softly against me

her fingers weaving in and out of my hair

I couldn't resist

I kissed the small, perfectly inverted navel

and felt the first tear slide down my cheek

how long had i wanted to do this, longed for it

dreamed of it

My teardrop fell with a splash on her soft stomach

before rolling down in soft rivulets to that achingly sweet spot

between her thighs

it too was in a hurry to get there

I gave her navel one final soft kiss, not goodbye

not at all, but see you later

and continued my coarse down to that garden

She was waiting for me

and i kissed her inner thighs

left , right, so softly

and she opened before me

Take me

Without You

I wanted to define myself in you
Get lost in your vibrations and allow your love to wash over me
help me please to forget

I convinced myself I could make this work
My kisses would heal those scares, like honeyed neosporin
Allow me please to drink you in
Drown myself in all that is you
Get lost in your vibrations

Please, I want to make this work
And if I just try....maybe?
But sometimes wanting is not enough?
is it?

How could silence be so loud
echo in this cavernous place, completely void of your love
how can you say its got nothing to do with me
when i am so affected by it
i..am..falling...into..pieces

your face, your eyes, provide the poisin to my heart
my own little version of chemo
every little bit hurts so much
and while i feel just a little better
i continue to die inside

Let go...
two words so easy to say, so easy to write
so hard to live
but your already gone
and i am left with the shell of what we are
so hollow my tears echo throughout

there is no going back so i must go forward
but its not easier
not today, and certainly not yesterday
Thank God for tomorrow
Something to hope for after you...

Gather the pieces of myself
bit by bit
piecing it together
maybe i'll try a new arrangement this time
take myself to a new place, a new space

i'll seal my cracks with the glue of my thirst
my hunger to move on  and get on
and take myself there
without you